Do you know mbak???

Do you know mbak???
i want through it.
i want this sky with full of rainbow just rain me over and over again.
And Aurora Borealis... something that can represent what i feel...
and i meant it....

Sometimes it's beautiful like a Firdaus in the ground then i can touch...
And sometimes it hits like a car crash and it's too late to reverse...

i'm not stubborn like a rain...
No contemplation
just when i want it's over, then it's over.
I don't care who sees,
And I don't care who tells who
i wish the whole world new
and i just want they know....
 
but you're right....
it's not time for me to play alone in desert, then finally i'm lost
it's time to see what i have to see...
and you are right that i have to make it right...

i know i don't know you
but everything you've said it's all make sense.
and now i know how to make it slow...
i'll do your suggestion...
and i meant it...

just a little note before i sleep...