Saturday, June 30, 2012

Doing Gerainiaga

Well...
udah nggak terasa esok adalah setahun. Senang, sedih, sebel, rushing, disappointed and everything udah dijalanin sama someone sometwo doing things about gerainiaga.
Dan mengerjakan (baca:ngitung duit baik artian harafiah dan nyata) sampai dini hari adalah suatu yang amat sangat melelahkan juga menyenangkan :) (sapa yang ga seneng ngitung duit mulu :p)...
mudah mudahan saya bisa lebih baik lagi dalam melayani customer customer gerainiaga...
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Hmmm... being a member in one community sometimes make me think about what they write...
i know you meant to tease me....
But finally i will be the one who have a nice smile... :)

Sorry, i can't explain. but... i did it for good... to correct myself...
Then...
i don't care about what you said eh... :)

edisi geleng geleng kepala

Thursday, June 28, 2012

everybody hurts a little too much...

I see what they like and dislike...
I see they judge about someone or something...
And in the end of the day, i judge about what they did...

Can i say...
you said best when you say nothing at all???
I know... i will not know if you didn't say anything...
I will trap in the same in me if you didn't say anything, again you explain...
But may i say:
I don't care who sees
and i don't care who tells who....

I know... finally someone or myself will say that i'm selfish enough..
ignore about what you said...
it's hard to look right actually
But thanks that you give me something to think...
and let me think...

Think about something that i have to think...

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

Do you know mbak???

Do you know mbak???
i want through it.
i want this sky with full of rainbow just rain me over and over again.
And Aurora Borealis... something that can represent what i feel...
and i meant it....

Sometimes it's beautiful like a Firdaus in the ground then i can touch...
And sometimes it hits like a car crash and it's too late to reverse...

i'm not stubborn like a rain...
No contemplation
just when i want it's over, then it's over.
I don't care who sees,
And I don't care who tells who
i wish the whole world new
and i just want they know....
 
but you're right....
it's not time for me to play alone in desert, then finally i'm lost
it's time to see what i have to see...
and you are right that i have to make it right...

i know i don't know you
but everything you've said it's all make sense.
and now i know how to make it slow...
i'll do your suggestion...
and i meant it...

just a little note before i sleep...



Sunday, June 24, 2012

something borrowed

something borrowed...
i already returned them all...
Then give me the real one please...
I beg to You....


Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Di ujung jalan


"Aku sangat mengenalmu
Aku juga cintaimu
tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
Ku senang, ku sedih
kau tak mau tahu"


Pertama kali ngeh kalau si Febri Idol bagus, pas pada saat dia nyanyikan lagunya Agnes, judulnya Cinta di Ujung jalan. Sejak saat itu suka banget sama jenis suara yang tergolong langka. Sorry for Regina and Sean fans,,, but suara mereka berdua sudah sering aku dengar :D

Terlebih lagi pas Febri, Dion dan yoda nyanyi bareng, lagunya Smash yang judulnay I heart you. waaahhhhh muse banget deh tuh si Febri. dan really sukaaaaa :). Aku sendiri prediksikan nyampe 3 besar. Secara dia pintar dan pujian dari juri juga bagus bagus. But totally i forget about voting. and it's all about SMS, vote and vote...

Dan akhirnya dia pun kudu keluar di lima besar.

Hmmmm aku nggak ngeliat dia nyanyiin kek anji or Giring Nidji. Kalau pun dia belajar dari mereka ya gapapa dong. yang penting kan improvisasinya bagus...

Well, akhirnya dia harus terhenti di titik ini... dan semoga bisa kutemui progresnya di penghujung jalan yang lain.... :)

Friday, June 1, 2012

first lesson

lagi belajar photography... :)
dapet link ini neh... http://incoherentart.blogspot.com/2011/02/memahami-shutter-speedisoexposuredof.html

baru baca separo... besok lanjut lagi :)

it just stop in one spot that i ever known....

everything is just so fast
really fast until i can't see what i have to see
dan ketika jantung ini dan darah ini mengalir cepat...
something pull me until everything is in slow motion
until i stop in one spot that i've ever known
and when i close my eyes, there it is a happiness that i can't describe.
let me in to usual celerity with this happiness.

nitez